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*diambil tika boring*

ouh malam ni 28hb august 2009,ari jumaat yang sepi..sambil melayan catch up tv gangstarz dekat http://www.tv3.com.my/ sebab nak tgok mimiefly(one nation emcess), sambil aku ngeluh sebab nasib aku malang lately..aku tamau pikir mahupun ingat,tapi aku taleh lari ouh..tu satu hal,ni ada hal baru pulak..macam ntah papew ntah..hmm..handphone aku pulak rosak,cukuplah sebijik da rosak aritu..mmg MALANG..tetiba ja sume mesej jadi failed,call out tak dapat..pdhal kredit still ada..urghhh kusut..rambut aku pon cam kusut giler ni haha rimas la paler otak ni..adumayaiii..

knock you down

Keep rockin’, and keep knockin’

Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin’

You see the hate, that they’re servin’ on a platter

So what we gon’ have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I’d be in love like this

When I look at you my mind goes on a trip

Then you came in, and knocked me on my face

Feels like in I’m a raceBut I already won first place

I never thought I’d fall for you as hard as I did(As hard as I did, yeah)

You got me thinkin’ bout our life our house and kids, yeah

Every mornin’ I look at you and smile‘

Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down

Knocked me down
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around love comes around)

And it knocks you down

Just get back up

When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)

Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)

And it knocks you down

Just get back up

When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)
I never thought I’d, hear myself say, ooh, ya’ll gon’ head

I think I’m gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today

I used to be commander and chiefOf my pimp ship flyin’ high, flyin’ high)

Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky(Oh shot me out the sky)
Hey, now I’m crashing, don’t know how it happened

But I know it feels so damn goodSaid if I could back, and make it happen faster

Don’t you know I would baby if I could

Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much

She helpin’ me pull it

She shot the bullet that ended that life

I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight

Girl sometimes love
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)

And it knocks you down

Just get back up

When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)

Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)

And it knocks you down

Just get back up

When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)
Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers

So we can finally fly off into NASA

You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that

Seem to only date the head of football teams

And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin’

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen

So please, don’t mess up the trick, hey young world I’m the new slick rick

They say I move too quick, but we can’t let the moment pass us

Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses

So I wrote this love letter right before my classes

How could a goddess ask, someone that’s only average

For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?

Whoa, it’s me, baby this is tragic‘Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flyin’, now I’m crashin’

This is bad, real bad, Michael JacksonNow

I’m mad, real mad, Joe Jackson

You should leave your boyfriend now, I’mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad

So will u bring a better future than I had in the past

Oh Cause, I don’t wanna make the same mistakes I did

I don’t wanna fall back on my face againWhoa, whoa,

I’ll admit it, I was scared to answer love’s call

Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall(When it comes around)
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)

And it knocks you downJust get back u

pWhen it knocks you down(Knocks you down)

Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)

And it knocks you downJust get back up

When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)

Won’t see it coming when it happens, heyBut when it happens you’re gonna feel it, let me tell you nowYou see when love knocks you down
Won’t see it coming when it happensBut when it happens you’re gonna feel it, let me tell you nowYou see when love knocks you downYeah

dapat birthday present tapi sedih

dear diary,
hari ni 22nd of august,papa menghadiahkan aku sebuah kereta perodua kembara untuk kegunaan aku pergi dan balik apabila aku mula bekerja minggu hadapan.thanx to him coz mudahkan urusan aku,and for sure aku akan kena bayar bayaran bulanannya huhuhu.erm ini bermakna aku berpeluang nak gi jumpa my dearest Mr Ang,tp yesterday,dia cakap start next week dia dah takde di kajang..soo suddenly..dia tak bagitahu pon kenapa..aku dah tanya but no respon..maybe dia ada perkara jugak yang perlu dirahsiakan..so nadia,stay calm ok?keep on trying but not pushing..because i do love him and still wanna be the most important person for him..i hope he will realise how much important he is for me..love love :)

special post to Mr. Ang

dear diary,
today 21st of august,aku berdukacita sangat sekarang.aku tak dapat jadi yang terbaik bagi my lovely Mr. Ang..aku sayang dia tapi aku tak dapat nak tunaikan permintaan dia..aku terpaksa,sedangkan hati aku meronta kuat rindukan dia..i mis him deadly!hanya tuhan yang tahu.and pada pukul 2.27 pm,di petang jumaat yang sunyi ni,aku menerima message dari dia..dia bagutahu he will be away from kajang,and op coz totally away from me..isk aku terkilan sangat sebab tak dapat buat yang terbaik dan sedaya aku untuk dia..aku sedih bila dia kata takde jodoh nak jumpa aku..bukan sedih sebab ayat tu tapi sedih sebab dia kecewa dengan aku..isk..jahatnya aku..aku tak dapat gembirakan orang yang aku sayang,sekaligus mungkin boleh menyebabkan dia dingin dengan aku..maybe u guys akan ckp aku pikir negatif tapi aku dapat nampak tu..dia a bit dingin..walaupun hakikatnya dia cakap aku tetap dalam hati dia,sentiasa..tapi aku tau perasaan dia macam mana..semestinya dia terluka..n now 2.40 pm,dia x menghubungiku pon..ternyata..dia kecewa..tapi aku tak boleh memaksa..aku tau sape aku..aku bukan sempurna,tapi sentiasa ingin jadi yang sempurna di matanya..Mr Ang,ketahuilah you are in my mind every single seconds..ur my priority..pingu mintak maaf kalau pingu sering buat papa bersedih..ampunkan pingu..pingu sayang papa jazz

depress~

hye.time aku tulis ni aku tak dapat tahan sangat la kot..aku memang depress..kepala kusut sgt..nak bagitahu pon tak tau macam mana nak sampaikan penceritaan tu agar terkesan bagi sape yg membacanya..terasa hidup aku macam dah di penghujung jalan dah..berat sangat semua ni..tak tahan kudrat aku nak menanggungnya..aku sangka aku kuat tapi menda yang datang ni betul2 melemahkan aku..ya Allah berikan aku kekuatan..ampunkan segalanya..isk..aku memang bukan baik lansung,tapi kenapa macam2 aku kena lalui..hmm aku pon tak tau..cuba untuk redha tapi kadang2 aku benci nasib aku..isk..im drowning and i cant swim..